Loose Ends

Time slipping by, more than the mind imagines. Perhaps these days a function of old age – yes, 78 is old, no matter how you cut it. And perhaps the slippage in our sense of time imposed by the vagaries of Covid-19, which for most people has knocked out the clocked rhythm of “work” and its regulated machine of workdays, weekends, and holiday punctuations. So on thinking to do a little update on this blog I had to rummage my mind and my old emails to try to get a handle on just when this was. So I went to my Outlook and searched “Benning” which begot old emails and pointed me in the right direction.

As it turns out I asked Jim to be in the film in March 2011, when I thought I’d be getting back from Korea to the USA that summer. When I asked I was pretty sure he would say “no thanks” but he completely surprised me and said “yes.” As things happened I didn’t get back in 2011, but instead stayed there until March 2012, sticking around to shoot a documentary in Seoul on Korean choreographer and dancer Ahn-eun me, Again & Again. That begot a year and a half of occasional correspondence with James on where I might shoot – Neah Bay WA, Anaconda MT, Boise, ID among the thoughts – and vaguely on what the film appeared to be about and his character. All really vague, though it seems that early on I’d decided his character would be a land surveyor, and, like James, he’d be rather taciturn. For more on James and deciding this, see this.

James and his daughter Sadie came up together in August, limited to a four day stay, so I’d arranged to have everything focused on getting his sequences done. It all went smoothly, and I was very happy with the outcome, and that my hunch about him had been right. On top of that, the most important part was that we all had a good time along the way.

After they left, I screwed up technically and had to ask James to shoot the opening sequence of him eating a bowl of soup, which was his idea, not mine, for the opening shot, back down in California. He did so, and and I suspect his shot was better than the one we’d done in Butte. Sometimes it’s helpful to fuck up.

I finished the film and sent a copy to him, BluRay, since it is a very precise visual film and needs to be seen crisp and preferably big. He sat on it for two years. I was told by some students of his that he didn’t care to see himself on-screen, which I somewhat understand. I don’t recall if I pestered him about it a bit or not, but finally he did take a look, and sent me this note:

Since then we seem to not have found the time and place for the dinner, though unless my memory is very faulty I think I did visit him at his place in the High Sierras, and saw his two cabins, and did a bit of shooting with him.

At some point, before 2015, he asked me to participate in a project he was doing, something titled “31 Friends” – and I agreed and was a bit, shall we say, honored by his request. He wanted each friend to send something that was shared, and I sent him a frame from Coming to Terms. He made an installation and book of it, and it has been exhibited in changing forms in the subsequent years. He just wrote me a letter updating me on it:

As for the 31 Friends (October) Project it exists in a number of forms. First, the 31 works were made by me and they showed at the Marfa Book Company gallerie in Marfa, TX in 2015. There was a closing party in August where I took the works off the walls and handed them to the friends who attended the closing, about 40%. The rest of the works were mailed to those who didn’t attend. I also made one photo of the works installed in the Marfa gallery and this photo was added to the project. Then after a year or two, I asked all of the friends to send me photos of the works in their homes. I took these photos (31 of them) and made them all look like snapshots (using PhotoShop) and had them professionally framed. I then had a showing of these 31 framed snapshots at O Town House in Los Anegles in 2018. Here. again I made one photo of the snapshots installed and this photo too was added to the project. Then this past summer (2021) the 31 framed snapshots and the two installation photos were installed at the Aspen Art Museum in Aspen. Colorado. At this showing the Hammer Museum in Los Angeles bought the entire show for their permanent collection. Since this was a project about community, I gave the money from the sale to support the O Town House gallery.

Many decades ago I had a reputation as an “angry young man” who tended to shoot off at the mouth about this or that. Like reputations, it has followed me around since, always preceding me, coloring the perceptions of people who have never met me. Like many reputations it is rooted in something often true or real, and then torqued and bent to fit the seeming needs of those who hear of it.

It was true, I was an angry young man, unhappy about the society I lived in, its utter hypocrisy and self-dealing lies about itself. And on a closer level, I was not happy about the same thing I saw close to hand – around the arts and little AG film world, where the larger corruptions of society were mirrored in the small ways of the systems around me. I was foolish enough to say things out loud that others would either just not see or think, or would choose not to speak of. My first feature film was titled Speaking Directly. And I have tried to do so ever since. In turn I have my “reputation.”

Aside from asking me to participate in his 31 Friends project, James didn’t tell me much about it. He did say he’d send me the book of it, and when it was done he did send it, and I found the pages he’d put about me. It was typical Benning, terse and succinct, each friend given a brief note. The one he wrote for me produced a smile:

So much for reputations.

In a following post I’ll put the exchange James and I had before shooting this film.




Since last posting here more or less a year ago, Coming to Terms has screened a few places, as usual, to almost no one.  To my observation – and that of others – this kind of cinema is more or less dead.  People continue to make it, as I do, but the audience now is almost nothing, and along with it any sense of cultural meaning or value.  Zombie cinema that dies and keeps coming back, albeit for an ever shrinking audience.   Which leaves little to say.

But, the other day, addressing quite another cinema – commenting on Facebook about Nolan’s Dunkirk, a Google search for something else had me bump into a review from a year and a half ago of Coming to Terms, from a thinly attended screening in New York City in January I think of 2016.  I hadn’t seen this review back then, and I guess my departure to Italy, a back operation and other things deflected my interest.   As this is the kind of review which I get a kind of perverse pleasure from, I print it here for your delectation.  It is about as kind to me as I was in my ramblings about Nolan’s film, though in my case I didn’t even see the film – just the trailer – to have a harsh opinion.  (Truth is that my Facebook verbiage had less to do with the film proper than with Hollywood and its near infinite capacity for falsehoods and fakery, right up there with Trump.)


Anyway here’s the review, by  Josef Rodriguez, filmmaker, critic, musician who lives in New York City and is apparently a fan of Spring Breakers by Harmony Korine  – a film which I excoriated on my blog Cinema Electronica back in 2013.  So I guess there should be no surprise his view on my film was, oh, a bit negative:


Despite the inspired casting of legendary filmmaker James Benning, Jon Jost’s Coming to Terms is a baffling misfire on every conceivable level, resulting in not only the year’s worst film, but one of the worst film’s in recent memory.

Critic Rating        0.5

James Benning has been one of the leading voices in the underground experimental movement for many years, and his appearance in the documentary Double Play alongside Richard Linklater only further illustrates the true scope of inspiration that has resulted from his work. Having released a steady stream of films since the early 1970s, Benning has always been able to stay on the cusp of the constantly changing experimental scene without ever succumbing to the pressures of mainstream media.

Writer-director Jon Jost is another filmmaker of this ilk, and his most recent film Coming to Terms casts fellow experimentalist James Benning as a dying father whose only wish is to be killed by his family. Assisted suicide, really, but the concept is still as unceasingly bleak as it sounds. One son is a pastor, the other is gay. One of his former lovers is a portly, blonde woman while the other is a thin brunette. Jost’s film is nothing if not a study in stark contrasts.

Unfortunately, the film is also a massive, profound failure on every conceivable level. From a horrible script with even worse performances, an unappealing palette, and an abundantly obvious lack of substance that doesn’t even justify its relatively brief 85 minute run-time, Coming to Terms isn’t just bad: it’s aggressively bad. Almost every scene goes on much longer than it needs to, and the unwatchable performances only add to the feeling that this horrid experience will truly never end. There is no reason for a film like this to exist. It says nothing profound about life, death, or love, although, at every conceivable moment, it tries so hard to.

The only redeeming quality in this film are two beautifully composed shots that offer a brief detour into the naturalistic groove that Jost seemed to be going for. The first was a wonderful composition of a red rock hill that Benning is revealed to be gazing at roughly six minutes after the scene should have ended. The other, which takes place directly after the death of Benning’s character, is a shot that could have only been done with a DV camera. It features a messy abundance of forest, all with the fuzziness offered by the camera of Jost’s choice.

One could theorize that Jost was attempting to create beauty with a seemingly inferior device, as evidenced by Jost’s odd choices of mise-en-scene during certain dialogue sequences, but this is possibly the only moment in the film where this approach is exploited to its fullest potential. Other than that, Coming to Terms is painfully bad and, to slam it with an even worse pun, I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I was able to sit through it.

Here’s the URL to see the original:


As this review demonstrates, there’s a lot of tastes out there in the world. And they tend to conflate their taste with some absolute measuring stick.  Ah well.

Here, to balance the matter a touch, is a review of another kind:


And to be found on earlier postings here are other views, nice and not.


Coming to Terms (Post-mortem)



About four years ago, on the nose, Coming to Terms was wrapping up – the shooting, and, since it was done as we went along, most of the editing. Most that actors had departed, and it was pretty much in the bag. The next few months involved mostly tiny little changes and fixes. It has no music, so that wasn’t something to be done. Some festivals were sent DVDs or files, and I waited to see if anything worth the while would give a nod. None in the USA did, nor in Europe. From Sundance, Berlin, Cannes, New York and others came the sort of anticipated “no.” No stars, no money, no pushing producers or other self-interested sorts; just the film and what minimal remnants of my once modest reputation.

My cynical view is that only a few of these festivals might accrue something tangible  –  a distribution deal, TV sales, or something that will convert into some modest money, directly or indirectly.   Of these I’d say only Cannes and perhaps Sundance might have this effect.  More or less all other festivals do more or less nothing, though some provide a ticket and hotel somewhere if you are in the traveling mood or have some other reasons to go there.  And so having gotten the big nix to anything useful I sent to others:

Jeonju (S Korea) 2013, St Louis, USA; Rotterdam 2014, Rencontres Internationales, Paris/Berlin, BAFICI Buenos Aires, Las Palmas, (Canary Islands), First Look (Museum of Moving Image, NYC) 2015.

On the road in the USA, doing a tour to the remaining places interested in showing work such as mine, I went to 10 cities (Salt Lake City, Phoenix AZ, Santa Fe, Austin TX, Lincoln NE, Iowa City, Chicago, Ann Arbor, Columbus Ohio, and NYC) , and did 12 screenings.  The cumulative audience was just under 100 people.  I suppose after deducting the travel costs (van, sleeping in it often) I broke even or made a tiny bit.

And so it has been for four years: a handful of festival screenings, and maybe 15 or 20 in-person presentations, mostly in the USA. Money made? Oh, maybe all told, let’s guess $1000 or so. It cost a bit more than that to make (if not much more) and of course there was the little matter of labor and time and such things as that, not to mention the travel (in van) costs. And perhaps some talent and skill honed over 50 years or so.

Walkerville view for ClaraWalkerville, Mt.

Maybe, being very generous, some 2000 people might have seen the film. At the in-person screenings the responses were invariably positive, even with audiences who had not seen films anything like this one. I’ve received some lavish comments here and there, sent to me (and posted here). So, all things said and done, was it worth it? It is a question I continue to ponder, not just about this one film, but maybe all the ones I’ve made, and the life I have spent making them. I’ve had, in some views, “success”: received some so-called prestigious grants (NEA, Guggenheim, DAAD); won some supposedly hot-shot awards; had retrospectives at MoMA and a mess of Cinematheques around the world. I managed to do more or less what I wanted to do a whole life, and never let myself have to do any shitty 9-5’ers to do so. I managed to convert all this into a full professorship late in my career, which gave me an easy job for decent if not great pay for four years before I quit. Flip side is I’ve barely eked out a living, though these days I suppose I am better off in that way than many of my friends, thanks to a frugal nature or habit, and being willing and able to live really poor when necessary.

And still, in a belated sort of mid-life (more like end-life) “crisis” I find myself wondering if it (or perhaps anything) was “worth it.”

Like many others here at the tail end of things, I find what I do more or less has no value in the world. Like a blue-collar factory worker displaced by cheaper labor or robots; or like a middle-class management level person who finds computers deleted their job. Stranded in a changed world.

For me it is ironic that late in the game I am doing some of my best work – certainly Coming to Terms falls in this category for me – in a world in which this is more or less meaningless. Thirty or 40 years ago, had I made such work – as I did – in some modest way it would have been prized: given screenings at festivals, awarded perhaps, and most tellingly, have found a sales to some European TV and make a very modest bit of income. But, no more.


Since making Coming to Terms, I’ve made a handful of others – which have received similar or worse treatment in the bigger world:

Bowman Lake

They Had It Coming 

Blue Strait

And in editing process on several others.  And somewhere back of my brain I feel another percolating away, trying to let me know what it wishes to be.

Why?  Damned if I know.  At this point I have to assume it is just a bad habit or an addiction.  There doesn’t appear to be any practical or logical reason to proceed, and given the cacophony of our world, it really seems pointless to add another noise or image to the tsunami of media which overwhelms our senses.   Perhaps the right thing to do would be to enter into silence.




Comments and Critiques

A few years ago I got a request to buy a copy of Coming to Terms.  On sending it off, as usual, I asked that once they’d seen the film, I’d appreciate any thoughts or comments, good or bad.  A few weeks ago, the following arrived in my email (I asked for permission to post, and got the nod to do so):


Hi Jon,
I hope all is well. I ordered “Coming To Terms” from you back in 2014, and as per request (and my promise) here is my humble film buff review just 2 short years later!

Here are random thoughts:

The first thing I thought of as I was watching ‘Coming To Terms‘ was Tarkovsky’s ‘Nostalghia‘, because both films require that you put away all preconceptions about what a film is supposed to be in terms of  structure/ 3-act format/ pacing and rhythm conventions. As a result I found myself settling into the film’s own internal rhythms and ‘storytelling method’ and as such, received a much more rewarding experience. Both films are exquisitely photographed, breathtaking in many of their vista shots and beautiful lighting. And both films require that you bring something of yourself to the table in order to appreciate what they have to offer. What I mean by that is, for me, ‘ ‘ will not allow me to just sit back and wait for the film to tell me what to think. It respects me enough to work things out for myself. Example: after the beautiful opening of the bright, expansive clouds, a man (James Benning character) is seen sitting at a breakfast table eating a bowl of soup or something. He is in thought, but about what? There is no other context in the scene for what he is thinking, why he is alone, what is important about this shot, etc. Similarly, the external shots of the town where they live, which are intercut between scenes of interaction with the other characters, also offer no explanation, but taken as a whole, works to immerse me into the world of the characters both internally (spiritually) and externally.

The individual shots of various locations around the city are incredible. My eyes are allowed to take it all in, absorb the world of the characters, and in a sense feel the environment that they left years earlier. I get an idea of the soul of the place, and the soul of the characters, without one word being spoken. Something that cannot be described, just felt. As I was watching it I felt myself ‘peeling away’ any resistance to want to speed things up. The benefits of ‘resting’ into this rhythm was great.

Also, the placement of the camera and blocking of the characters in the discussion scenes  emphasizes (for me) the strains that exists between them, and– along with  the rhythm of their conversation– represents an emotional reality that is deeper than anything that can be done in the  conventional 2-shot angle/reverse angle format.

The beautiful slow dissolves of the painterly deep rich tan mountainsides, and the tall trees in the forest alternating from soft  to hard contrasty lighting as the Benning character moves from life to death, along with the patterns of light through the veil-like ‘cloth’ overlaid on his face, is an example of something that has to be seen to be appreciated for its beauty. It is poetry in images. No exaggeration.

The various dissolve shots of the white curtain slowly fluttering in the gentle breeze by the window near the end of the film with the voiceover of the Benning character was a brilliant visual that -again, for me,  represented a picture of a veil coming down from between the remaining four characters, forcing them to deal with each other in all of their ‘naked’ feelings about what just happened. I hesitate to look at this as a representation, because I don’t want to abstract an image or a scene that wasn’t meant to be forced into some sort of meaning, however, in the spirit of this non-conventional approach to telling a story, this is what I gathered from it.

There are a ton more things I can say that I loved about it that I can put in bullet points if interested, but I wanted to get these main points out first. First rate film. Now, I’ll have to order others. I already have Homecoming and Sure Fire (yet to see them).
Question: what equip did you use to shoot this with? Would love to know….
(Answer: Sony XDcam1)

Anyway, should be ordering more stuff soon.

G Curtis Wilson

I then encouraged him to send along other thoughts, and received this:

A few more points:

-James Benning as the Father was perfect, a dead-on perfect match. As was Ryan Harper Gray, Roxanne Rogers, Kathryn Sannella, Stephen Taylor. There seems to have been a lot of room given for each of them to contribute their own understanding of their characters (assumption mine) because it felt completely unrehearsed, natural, an extension of the unforced pace of the film.

-The characters interaction with one another in terms of their placement and angle of view contributed greatly to the emotional impact, and was in prefect harmony with all the other elements within the shot(s): the lighting, the dialogue, their movement, all of which would fall apart if one emphasis was placed above the other.

-There are very few films I see that can convey the emotional power of the close up without relying a lot on the actors ‘convincing’ the audience to ‘feel what they feel’. Some masters of the close up for me are: Robert Bresson (‘Pickpocket‘, ‘Trial of Joan of Arc‘, ‘Mouchette‘), Tarkovsky (‘Nostalgia‘), Bergman (‘Sawdust & Tinsel‘, ‘Persona‘). A bad one for me would be Dreyer’s Passion of Joan of Arc. It occurred to me that it is probably easy to screw up a close up. However,  while watching ‘Coming To Terms‘ I was really taken back by how effective your use of the close up was, and wondered just what went into your decision to frame them in that way. I suspect a lot of it was organic, as you worked out what the actors should say, how they should say it, pacing, etc. Anyway, LOVED the close-ups.

-This film is for me a cinematic version of Jazz, dissonant jazz music in particular, in that it is best felt rather than being guided through wth a melodic (conventional story) line. (‘The Cinema of Dissonance’? Hmmm…)

-Even though there still is very much a story with a beginning, middle, and end, the emotional impact is expressed in the ‘discordant’ phrases : the shots surrounding the characters relationship with one another. I just loved(!) the bold choice of remaining on James Benning in the beginning as he ate his meal.


In the 3 years since Coming to Terms was finished it has shown at a handful of smaller festivals around the world, and at maybe 15 to 20 in-person screenings, most of them very thinly attended.  I’d guess that well less than 1000 people have ever seen it in that time.  This in part owing to the cultural moment we are living in, in which the Magical Market Economy warps everything, and the value of all things is measured only in money.  It has bent the current American election like a pretzel (the Donald = eyeballs for TV = $ for advertising), just as it long ago warped the arts world into the dazzle of celebrity and the ever so important matter of big big money.   I accept that is the world as presently constituted – I accept and think it is a serious pathological situation, which expresses itself across our culture, and if not checked, is in effect our collective death notice.  Coming to Terms obliquely addresses that.

Making work like this film, in the measures applied today, is more or less a thankless and losing endeavor.  As little as the film cost to make – a few thousand bucks – I think I am still in the hole on it.  And the actors didn’t get paid, etc.   So certainly in those terms it is a loss.  But, when receiving notes like the one printed here from Curtis – and it isn’t the only one  –  I get, and I hope my friends the actors and others who helped in making it, get a kind of reward.  For me it isn’t a matter of ego, but some kind of indefinable satisfaction in making something serious about our lives, and knowing that the manner in which it was done penetrates others, so that it is shared in a profound sense.*   So my thanks to Kate and Rox and Ryan and Steve and James, and to Marshall and Hal, and a handful of others, for helping make this work possible, and to the writer of this for having written these comments and sending them on to me.  It does really make a difference.


* I really dislike superficial plaudits, which are endemic to the film world, and being uninterested in pats on the back, have sharp antennae for BS.

Six Months Mulling


Back last autumn, 2014, I hit the road in new-old 96 Ford Aerostar van, having lined up a sequence of screenings, motivated a bit by good old money concerns, and a bit by whatever it is that drives artists to want people to see their work.  So I had stops in Salt Lake City (the SLFilm Society), Phoenix/Tempe (classroom presentation and workshop at AZ State U), Santa Fe Film Society, Lincoln NE – 5 days at Ross Cinema, Iowa City, and Chicago (Film Center).  At the end of this journey, with some 12 screenings of Coming to Terms having been made, I tallied up the headcount of spectators and figured it hovered around 100, max.   I then headed to Europe where I managed to get robbed in the Barcelona train station (slick job I didn’t even notice until it was long over), had a few more screenings, and then went to NYC where there was a screening at the Museum of the Moving Image – to 20 people in the heart of our nation’s cultural vortex.

Naturally this prompted me to a belated mid-life crisis (at nearly 72 I am under no delusions that this time is the middle of my life – rather very near end-game).  Surveying the slim audiences and the collapse of the tiny institutional base of cinemas that show my work and that of others working vaguely in the same realm – owing to the reality that it is not only my “difficult” work which fails to draw, but cinema itself – I naturally find myself questioning what I am doing and why.  Visiting with older friends during this journey, this late-life perspective appears pretty common.

While I have never been driven by a desire for popular acclaim, or its usual partner – wealth – I do, I suppose, share the desire most artists have – at whatever level, successful or not – to have their work seen, if only by little specialized groups and audiences.  To spend half a year on the road, doing screenings to virtually no one (as seen from the larger scheme of things, that film is a “mass media” form, or that this is in a country of 300 million people), is, to put it politely, rather dismaying.  This is compounded by the view, shared by others and confirmed by the overwhelmingly positive response to the film – Coming to Terms – of those that have seen it, that I am doing my best work now.  But, it is done in a world which could care less.  The irony is duly chastening – less about my work, than about the world and our brief little passage through it.


That said, in another month we travel to Korea, there to screen yet another new film – They Had It Coming – at the Jeonju festival, and to then return to the USA for a few more screenings of Coming to Terms.  All the while pondering just WTF?

Upcoming screenings of Coming to Terms:

Houston Texas, April 23, 7 pm, Blaffer Art Museum.

Austin Texas, May 18 and 19th (Last Chants for a Slow Dance 18th; Coming to Terms 19th), Austin Film Society.

And then, at the Jeonju Film Festival, screenings of They Had It Coming will be

5/3 (Sun) 1:30 P.M.

5/5 (Tue) 2:30 P.M.

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Maybe it really is “the end.”

Saratoga, NY

DSC01116ccrpOutside near Saratoga NY.  View from Steve & Lilly’s back porch.  Tomorrow, February 8, screening of Coming to Terms at the Saratoga Arts Center, sponsored by the Saratoga Film Forum.  7:30 pm, Monday night.  If around the area, and you can manage through the predicted snow fun, come by.  I’ll be there.


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NYC Coming Up


This coming weekend, on Jan 18, 2015, at the Museum of the Moving Image, Coming to Terms will screen at 2 p.m. in the First Look festival there.   Here’s a paragraph review from a longer item printed in Art Forum magazine, covering the films shown there.  Written by Tony Pipolo.


A quite different focus on death is found in Jon Jost’s Coming to Terms, as a terminally ill old man (played by the filmmaker James Benning) asks the largely estranged members of his family, two ex-wives and two sons—one gay and one a Jesus freak—to help him die before unbearable pain sets in. They do so and debate the consequences afterward. Jost, who has conjured a number of unusual visions of Americana since the 1970s, manifests the same straightforward, unadorned cinematic style—static shots, long takes, no camera movement—alternating impressive vistas of the Montana landscape with intimate, though dissociatively framed and edited, encounters between mothers and sons. All of this is characterized by Jost’s predilection for deafening silence that allows the natural world to speak and suits the subject all too well. However stark and somber the film seems, one discerns an underlying bleak wit in the filmmaker’s farewell to a world he no longer recognizes and seems somewhat relieved to depart. As Benning, close in age and cut from the same cloth as his director, dissolves into the landscape near the end, a doubly resonant experience comes to a close in this paean to the American pastoral filmmaking tradition.


And here is another review, drawn from a screening in Cleveland last year.




The last six weeks have seen me in Europe, initially in Italy and then in Spain.  Very mixed journey.

In Rome I shot and edited a short film, Inside, for my friend Eliana Miglio, which is more or less done now, though it needs now a re-do owing to later incident.  Visited with friend Christian Ravaglioli in Piangipane, near Ravenna, where recorded some songs, and got stuff with local cuisine.  And had a short visit with another friend, Pina, in Bologna before moving along to Cassina Amata, near Milano, to visit again with the Rebosio family who took me in in 1962 when I was hitch-hiking.  A wonderful time, as last year.

And then flew to Barcelona on a misguided save-money jaunt which ended with a robbery (large scale pick-pocketing is more like it) in the Barcelona train station.  A back-pack was whisked away literally in front of me, while I stood asking about a croissant at coffee bar at 6:00 a.m.  I’d slept on the airport floor and was obviously a bit groggy and the thief saw his white-haired mark.  In order not to forget, I’d consolidated everything really valuable – NEX camera, very good lenses, computer and a wad of cash into the bag.  A very bad hit, 6 or 7 thousand bucks worth.  Partially now recouped from a funding thing set up by Austin Saget of Kennewick WA and Joseph Garza Medina of Corpus Christi TX:  http://www.gofundme.com/jopd7w. Thanks guys – I was skeptical as you know, but it’s gone a good way further than I imagined it might, and it is very helpful.

Now in Nijar Spain, near Almeria, where there’s an exhibit being mounted of watercolors, pastels, videos and films.  Back to the USA in 3 days.




 (Portraits not quite finished of several people from here in Nijar)



Screenings, coming and going


Iowa City, after the polar vortex dropped down on the mid-west, and stumbling to the conclusion of this leg of travels – coming up in a few days the Orpheum in Fairfield Iowa, home to Maharishi Vedic City, and a lotta TM (and that doesn’t stand for Trade Mark), and a haunt of David Lynch.  7 PM, the Orpheum, Thursday Nov 20.  

Here in Iowa City had a nice Sunday afternoon screening at FilmScene, a very nice small cinema in the center of town.  A modest audience, but very engaged, for both Last Chants for a Slow Dance, and for Coming to Terms.  Very good post-screening discussions that continued over beer and a dinner afterwards. (Thanks Andy and gang!)

And then, found on the website for Chicago’s Gene Siskel Film Center, a little review from 2 years ago that had eluded me.  Screenings there this Saturday, Nov 22, 8 pm; and again on Monday, Nov 24 at 8:15.




This December I’m off to Europe for a bit – primarily to do a little artist’s residency in the small  Andalusian town of Nijar, near Almeria.  There I’ll screen a few films with Spanish subtitles – La Lunga Ombra, and Coming to Terms – exhibit pastels and watercolors, and mount  some video installation pieces.  Return from that on Jan 16, 2015, to attend – finally – a New York City screening for Coming to Terms in the Museum of the Moving Image’s showcase, First Look.  that will be 2 pm, Sunday, January 18.  In/around NYC to mid-February.   If anyone reading this can arrange anything else on the East Coast and down to the deep south, contact me please and let’s set something up.  From NYC in mid-February my wife and I will be heading to the south to shoot for Plain Songs, aiming for Austin screenings at the Austin Film Society by early May.

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In the coming 2 months I’ll be having screenings of Coming to Terms as follows:

October 14

Salt Lake Film Society


TUES 10/14/14 @ 7PM
Broadway Centre Theatre
111 East 300 South
Salt Lake City UT 84111

And then, in Tempe AZ, a class screening but open to public, at Arizona State University.  Limited – around 30 – seats available for non-class members.  It’ll include a lot of talk, and maybe screening some other things to go with it.  The next day will be an all-day workshop, which might be open to a handful of outsiders.

October 17-18

6:00 – 10:00 PM on 10/17 – the location is Stauffer B111, which is adjacent to the 10th Street Parking Structure. (Guests can’t park in that actual structure – they can park across the street – but that is the lot closest to the Stauffer building). Link to that building on the ASU map:


And then, moving eastward into New Mexico, there’ll be this (don’t know time yet):

October 23rd

Santa Fe Center for Contemporary Arts

1050 Old Pecos Trail, Santa Fe, NM 87505

This screening will be introduced by Gene Youngblood (Expanded Cinema) and he’ll moderate post-screening session.

And after wandering the southwest and mid-west a few weeks shooting for new film (and I hope drawing and doing watercolors and of course lots of photography), I’ll land in Lincoln Nebraska where there’ll be a partial retrospective at the Ross Media Arts Center.  Films being screened on an on-going cycle from Nov 7-14, will be as follows:

Mary Riepma Ross Media Arts Center  |  313 North 13th Street, Lincoln NE

Friday, 11/7 – Last Chants for a Slow Dance (1977) *interview with Bill and Jon

Saturday, 11/8 – Slow Moves (1983)

Sunday, 11/9 – Rembrandt Laughing (1989)

Monday, 11/10 – Oui Non (2002)

Tuesday, 11/11 – Passages (2006) / Parable (2008)

Wednesday, 11/12 – At Play in the Fields of the Lord [Nebraska] (2008) / Swimming in Nebraska (2010)

Thursday, 11/13 — Imagens de uma cidade perdida (2011)

Friday, 11/14 – Coming to Terms (2013)

There may also be sneak preview of a new film of mine, and perhaps a screening of Blake Eckard’s Ghosts of Empire Prairie, in which I acted and also shot the film.  The films will all be screened at least twice, during the week.

And then moving east, might be something at the Orpheum Cinema in Fairfield IO and/or in Iowa City.  Not yet fixed.

And finally, in Chicago:

22nd, 8 pm,  and 24th, 8:15 pm, at the Film Center


I note also that Coming to Terms will be screening at the American Film Festival, in Wroclaw, Poland, towards the end of this month.  The festival is Oct. 21-26.

Sour Grapes? Bitter Harvest?


Back in Butte, after a more or less unplanned jaunt to Berlin, where I spent two weeks seeing friends and enjoying that now most-civil city.  The prompt for going was a very late invitation to personally attend a screening of the film at the Rencontres Internationales Paris/Berlin/Madrid.  They’d screened it in Paris, and then scheduled it for Berlin. (Madrid, being broke, has been dropped the last 2 years.)  Very late in the game they secured the money – from US Embassy – to get me there to attend.  Dangling a ticket in front of me is likely to bring out my travel junkie self, and so I bit.  Largely to see friends.

The screening was in the Haus der Kulturen der Welt, a sizable place, though the screening was in a smaller theater, and the audience was still smaller (sort of on the scale of, kinda, for the size of the room, the size of the screen.)   I usually do a head count at screenings but failed to do so there, though I suspect it was 40-50, max.   Not exactly thrilling in that respect…  But the response was very positive to the film, and one of the spectators, a documentary filmmaker, Rainer Komers,  familiar with Butte, came to talk afterwards and on his own set up a later screening for students at the DFFB, a new and very well endowed film school nestled outside Berlin in the famed old Babelsberg studio.  Had a nice screening there, and again a very positive response to the film.

Back in Paris, Mark Rappaport had gone at my request to introduce the screening there for me, and took along his friend, critic Bernard Eisenschitz, whom, so Mark informed me, liked the film very much.   Given the current state of the film world in which a theatrical release or a screening in a BIG festival is about the only way to get some ink, I (typically) broke etiquette, and wrote Bernard and asked him to write something on the film.  This week came this:

Coming to Terms: a title that could apply to all of Jon Jost’s films. The symmetry of life stories revolving around one axis might be the condition for coming to terms with the chaos of life. Only film (“seul le cinéma”) could imbue us with such a feeling.

Starting with the very first, each shot is a surprise. Space and time: each has an energy of its own. As if a whole world would crowd into these images, beautifully framed but above all monumental.

When looking at those Montana houses, American documentary photography, from Walker Evans to Lewis Baltz, comes to mind. But Jon Jost’s film is an epic and not a documentary. An epic is created by very simple factors. We watch slow changes in a face, in the landscape, in the light.

Then it is an epic because it tells about secrets and lies, about family ties. To each his own – past, demons, revelations. Nature, empty spaces, could turn into scenes of crime or violence at any moment (as indeed they have in other films by Jost).

Everything, too, could turn out differently than expected, except the houses and the sounds and the mountains tell you that it couldn’t. It’s a matter of perception. Of suspense in perception. Produced by movement and sound, by the off space, by things unsaid or unseen.

How to account for the real? How to show that reality could have been different? What I’m seeing, did I actually see it? The perplexed spectator has to wonder: what does he see, what is the status of reality in these images. What I see, is it real? What do I see? Why is it so? He (that spectator) is lead to question reality itself.

With his invisible dissolves, is Jon Jost (Home is the hunter, home from the hill) exorcising America’s daymares or his own? If the question weren’t worth asking, there would be no movie.

Bernard Eisenschitz




So now still trying to secure a place in New York to screen the film, in a setting where it might secure (a) some spectators and (b) some printed comments.  This narrows down to really a handful of places, most of which with whom I’ve already inquired:  NYFF last year, “no;” Lincoln Center Film Society, “no;”  BAM, “no;” and I don’t remember but I think I also tried MoMA.  I guess I will try Anthology which sometimes does one-week runs and does get print.  After that the Film Forum though they have never screened anything of mine before.  Though, even if I do secure one of these remaining options the truth is it will matter little – Coming to Terms is a “dead serious” film, lacking stars, way off the acceptable “narrative” track, and despite being quite accessible, just ain’t gonna make a dime.  Ergo, in our present day America, it is more or less deemed “worthless.”

However, come autumn, it appears I’ll once again saddle up the Subaru (or perhaps if it is running OK the 1995 or so Windstar parked about 100 yards from where I am writing this, with a big For Sale sign on it), and head out on the road to both shoot and show: lining up appear to be a visit to Arizona State U in Tempe, something at the Santa Fe Center for Contemporary Arts place, a week at the Ross Cinema in Lincoln NE, and then the Film Center in Chicago, at all of which I’ll screen Coming to Terms (and at some, also other work).

If you are somewhere in a very zig-zag route anywhere along this track, and can and would like to arrange a screening/workshop/lecture – whatever would suit your situation – kindly contact me at clarandjon@msn.com.  Zig-zag route could run from Salt Lake to ABQ to Denver to Omaha, Kansas City, St Louis, Iowa City and anywhere else vaguely along this route.

And of course, if you’re in New York and run a venue that gets reviewed and would like to, well….